im in love,
not your ordinary boy/girl relationship type love,
but girl/girl relationship.
i guess you can say ';lesbian'; type relationship.
thing is my best friend %26amp; i, damn we fell massively in love with each other
never in my 17 years of life would i ever come to imagine fallin in love with my best friend, i mean i would if it were a boy yehknow? but a girl, never that. ever since we met i've had this thing for her, shoot we've been throughout it all, smokin out, skippin school, the drama with both our rents, jealousy cause of who im talkin with or who shes talkin with, fuss %26amp; fights with each other, you name it. we've been through it. sunshine %26amp; rain. i was too afraid to tell her how i deeply felt, i mean she got me caught up like WHOAH! i practically had dreams of us being together, and now i do believe in that one cliche ';dreams do come true';. See it all started with a kiss. she kissed me and from there our love towards each other grew tremendously. i meanno onee has ever made me feel the way she does, I WANNA MARRY HER! spiritually we are married, she told me. she gave me a ring, and so did i. nobody knows about us. we get along with mostly everybody at school, we're inseparablee. to them we're just your typical BFF'S. So anyways, i've been in several relationships before but with dudes. so has she. im not in one at the moment i've called it off with the boy i was talkin too, and have put some boys that were tryna get to me aside, cause of her. she is in one though, but she says she loves me, which i do trust her. but i don't really know if i do. and i feel really bad. also her parents are really into church their christians and their against homosexuals. i really don't know what to do i love her with everything i got. she is the one. with her i feel perfected. im just afraid to get hurt. i could give a fuckless about what people would come out to say about us, but then again those people are her parents, my parents, our families %26amp; friends. and we'll ashame em. i care for her care, if that makes any sense. what should i do?Am i the only one a love like this has ever happened to?
that is a really tough situation! On one hand, you both want to be together, but on the other hand you will probably face ridicule and her parents would be really angry with both of you. And you are at the age where feelings are really intense and yet you still have to live under your parents' rules.
The only thing I can give advice on is that if you two really want to be in a relationship with each other (even if you don't tell anyone else about it) she should not be dating anyone else, guy or girl. Otherwise, she is not as serious about you as you are about her. She should not want to be with anyone else.
As far as your sexuality, I wouldn't worry about that right now. It doesn't matter whether you are gay or straight or bisexual, you will work that out in time. What matters is that you want to have a relationship with her and make it work. That means being faithful and honest with each other. And as far as her parents go, if they are not going to be supportive, as far as I'm concerned it is none of their business.Am i the only one a love like this has ever happened to?
EWW!!!!
2 points thanks!
your/her parents are stupid and closed minded. If you love this girl then marry her, and if your parents love you, they will accept your choice, especially if you're hot, because hot lesbians are awesome! But seriously, you will regret not acting up what appears to be your sincere love. It's nothing to be ashamed of and you've done nothing wrong. If they don't accept who you are, then why bother with them, unless they're supporting you financially, then wait a few years until you are no longer dependent upon them.
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