Best friend love? what to do?

First off, I'm a 16 year old guy and I have a best friend that's a girl, we've been friends since freshmen year but during my sophomore year I got to really know her and we became really close. But she has never had a boyfriend before and I don't think she feels exactly the same way about me that I feel about her. I asked her out earlier in the fall but she said, ';she was afraid to face reality'; which someone later told me that she wasn't ready to have an open relationship but she does like me deep inside more then just a friend? I鈥檓 not sure if that is the best translation. But now I'm a junior and I'm going to a new school and I have no clue what to do. I love this girl more then anything, and I can't stop thinking about her. But I don't know what to do because I want her to be my girl. Sometimes I think of songs that remind me of this situation haha. I am not sure if this is what love is but deep inside I feel like it is. I don't know if she likes me? Were just friends, I did something ****** up in the winter. I stopped hanging out with her and got a girlfriend and lost my virginity. She then had to go out and make completely new friends and we didn't really click again when I dumped the girl and went back for my friend in the spring. She just moved on, but a couple of days ago. Graduation came and she came to me feeling regretful about a ****** up year it's been and she told me that one day she will realize all the bad things she鈥檚 been doing like ditching her close friends to hang with the most interesting ones and stuff. But anyways, I know your thinking it's f**ked up that I lost my virginity to some other chick, I know. I regret that. But we can't change the past. I am going to a different school next year. So it's basically like if I see her over something may work out or either I try something over texting. Please give me recommendations. I love this girl. I also remember that when I asked my best friend out in the fall, I thought to myself that I love her so much I wouldn't even mind not having sex with her or anything. Because I could tell she's not a freak like that. But I just wanted her to be mine. I feel like I'm going to know this girl my whole life. I need to do something quick so I can start a relationship with her or something fast so that I don't loose her next year. She did however tell me to write to her and keep in touch with her, which probably means she cares. I feel as if she will never be ready to have a relationship especially with me. And when the time comes when she is ready I feel as if I won't be the one. I am nervous and it builds up every day. I want her to know how much I love her and could care for her more then any other guy out there and that I鈥檓 the right choice. I told her how I felt before and she told me the reality thing. She also told me that within 10-15 years from now she would regret not going out with me. Does anyone have anyone out there recommend I do anything?Best friend love? What to do?
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