Falling in love with your best friend.?

Ok, this has been the biggest aspect of my life over the past 6 years and to put every detail and twist and turn that has occurred would take a novel so I'll go through the basics. I met this girl, who became my best friend (I'm a guy) in grade 7 and through till now when I'm in my first year of university, we have been best friends. I have always been in love with her since we were little in junior high, and not a day or minute went by when I didn't think of her and I made it very obvious buying her flowers frequently and telling everyone in our high school. I never knew however if she liked me during all of this as she never told anyone she did. There were always the odd hints she did, or comments, but nothing concrete and she dated other guys and had crushes on our guys during this time. They were always very short relationships.





Anyways, we had a huge fight as she got mad I was talking about how I was going to go and make out with this girl and she said I was just trying to make her jealous and she didn't care. This was over a text.We didn't talk for 2 weeks till I went home for Spring Break. She told me then officially that she really liked me and saw us having a future together and getting married and she always dreamt of us having kids and growing old together. However, she didn't think I was mature enough to date yet and she still didn't know for sure as some days, she would think I was the One and other's not be sure. She wants to date other guys for a few years before we date to be sure she knows for sure and to test us.





She found out I lost my virginity in university to a ****, and was really upset by this as she expected us to lose it together as she is still a virgin and always pictured it being us. She still thinks we might be for the first time for her, but is really trouble I slept with someone else and has cried for nights over it. She also told me her entire family loves me and wants us to date and knows that I'm transferring universities next year back to our hometown so I'm not so far.





What do you guys think? Do you think she likes me? Or what. It's really confusing. I would think she does as she says she wants her first time to be with me, and we snuggled on the couch and stuff after she told me and she has kissed me previously at a party. The thing is she has crushes on other guys and wants to date other people right now if someone comes along. She even said she kinda likes another guy a bit to right now, but sees us getting together down the road.





She has this whole fantasy about it though where shes engaged to another guy she said, but leaves him and we makeout in the rain she said, but doesnt see us together first. We text pretty sexual alot now and talk about having sex and stuff before she sees other people and we cuddle but I don't know how seriously she likes me





It goes without saying, I'm head over heels for her and in love, which Ive told herFalling in love with your best friend.?
If u really love her ask her for marriage





so easy





ask with a ring between ur hand





i wish u the best